Feeling like a fool, because after all these years, it’s always been you. You & only you. Always in my heart; forever. & You have absolutely no idea. 

I wish that phone conversation never happened. I wish I just kept my mouth shut & my feelings to myself. Now, I feel like a complete fuck up. Telling you that I was falling out of lust with you, telling you that you aren’t what I want. Telling you that you can’t make me feel better or even change my mind. Telling you that your not worthy of me. You see, I’m just filled with problems. Problems that can’t be fixed. I don’t want to drag you down with me.